Oh my god.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I was completely devastated by the scene of Vulcan's destruction, the emotional scope of which could simply not be communicated in the movie (because how do you come back from that?), and I've been looking for fic because I knew I could not be alone in this feeling - that surely there must be others in the fandom who'd realized this tremendous loss. And here it is, and it's now become a part of my personal canon. So again, thank you from the bottom of my heart.